and the first time that you opened your eyes,
did you realize that you would be my savior?
and the first breath that left your lips,
did you know that it would change this world forever?
Friday, July 14, 2006
Love is in the air? Vexed as always when i see HER! Why is it HER that can make me so confused about things. SHE used to be my oxygen, my source of life, my reason of existence. However i was repayed with a five years of tormenting love! Why HER why HER! SHE was the first and only girl i loved so much till now. But i have given up on her when i was sec 3 already! Why does it always come back to haunt me with the bad memories!? I guess.. She is the only gal so far who can melt my heart.. Plus listening to the song 'Gei Wo Ni De Ai' by Tank made me even more
miserable.
In the past, i would had want to sing her tis song tis part of the lyrics to HER 'gei wo ni de ai rang wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai, gei wo ni de ai shou la zhe bu fang kai'. Anyway i hate to admit that i still love her till now. So contradicting (one minute i say i give up another minute i love her) I simply can't, CAN'T, CAN'T, CAN'T, CAN'T, FORGET HER!! I have always appreciate and treasure every FIRST things in life and i am not willingly to let go of those memories with her. Although she rejected me countless times, i still love her. Her name is.... 'Shu Xuan'.
Yep, today i went to have lunch with my bestie Kok Biao and HER in SIM food court. The moment i saw her again, the feeling grow even stronger!Haiz, i guess i will never be good enough for you. Plus you will have better boys out there....
Greg :(
7:05 PM
