and the first time that you opened your eyes,
did you realize that you would be my savior?
and the first breath that left your lips,
did you know that it would change this world forever?
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
yes, it's next weds, that's a little too soon perhaps, but i guess the day had to come sooner or later.
16 august 2005the ball kicking session in the afternoon was alright. the only irritable point was the wet and muddy field that totally soaked my shoes; and i didn't bring an extra pair.
another turning point, a fork stuck in the road11 august 06 - ps ultraviolet conference/ party/ lan party at cs's place
12 august 06 - service/ confidential shit
15 august 06 - ut16 august 06 - totally occupied17 august 06 - ut18 to 21 august 06 - away
22 august 06 - utstudies is eating my life away. literally. health deterioting. appetites stripped. sleep compromised. friendships strained. a start to the many more to come.
nevertheless, being caught up in this meaningless rat race to persue the best educational path, i must always remember to be a soldier of god first, then a student.
while others think of what careers they want in future, they asked me about mine. i realised something. i do not want to climb this career ladder with other people, desperate to reach the pinnacle of their careers.
i've wasted my past years. especially the part on relationships. i'm living in a broken generation. a generation comprising of lofty and selfish humans. i'm one too. it's time i stop all my nonsense, and start playing a part in helping the society. autistic children in east timor, lost souls left in this world..
to be a better manxinhui
7:56 PM
